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Spiritus

by Samantha Farrell

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1.
Keep Moving 04:17
You always criticize me for being too damn nice But this dead weight 'round my shoulders Got me thinking you were right Gotta let him go Gotta keep moving on Some nights I lay in terror seconds from a scream That I won't find a way to live the life that I have dreamed Gotta hold on Gotta keep moving on And oh, feet don't fail me now You're all I've got And you said the road would rise to meet me if I walked So I thought... I better keep moving Gotta keep moving on My friends and I We grew up right Parted ways last fall I think about you all the time Even if I don't call It's been too long Gotta keep moving on If i stop for a moment I fear I'll never start again Get caught in the past And suddenly it's the end Gotta hold on Gotta keep moving on And oh, feet don't fail me now You're all I've got And you said the road would rise to meet me if I walked So I thought... I better keep moving Gotta keep moving on
2.
Blue River 04:00
Love cast me away and now I'm a refugee From the only home I know and I'm running All the fear and fantasy All came rushing back to me I’ve lost all my dignity and I’m crying Break me down Burn me up Build me back again I’ve got nothing left to lose I told the voice inside my head and it said On your knees and you will be forgiven Dreaming on the banks of the blue river Love will come back you see If you remember how to breathe Dreaming on the banks of the blue river Broken hearts and false starts Everybody falls apart Skies so dark cant see the stars and I’m hurting I’m a stranger to myself and I don't want nobody’s help I just need to hide away and remember who I am Break me down Burn me up Build me back again I’ve got nothing left to lose I told the voice inside my head and it said On your knees and you will be forgiven Dreaming on the banks of the blue river Love will come back you see If you remember how to breathe Dreaming on the banks of the blue river Yesterday called my name The past tried to pull me back To who i used to be You gave my love away and is it a sin to know I wouldn’t change a thing? On your knees and you will be forgiven Dreaming on the banks of the blue river Love will come back you see If you remember how to breathe Dreaming on the banks of the blue river
3.
It Was Real 05:22
Driving down the pacific coast Moonlight over water Beauty and pain that I can't explain Makes my heart falter Suddenly you've become a ghost Suddenly I'm hollow But baby we both know That where I'm going you won't follow I've got these dreams that run real deep Really I am fragile And from the way that you held me close I really thought I had you But demons chased you far away There's nothing I could do or say And I'm not sure which is worse to lose My sanity or you Your memory cast a long shadow Two steps behind me wherever I go Same old human story told a thousand times Somehow it was different between you and I If anybody asks you please don't tell a lie You let them know that it was real And when the music stops I'm gonna be alright I'm gonna dance without you late into the night If anybody asks me, and I'm sure they will I'll let them know that it was real It was real, you were real Our love was really, really real Driving down an October road Restless in the fall Writing letters that I never send Why do I write them at all? Was it love or a fantasy Of someone I thought you could be? But no, you can't take that away from me 'Cause it was really, really real And in the night when you call my name There'll be no answering I gave you everything I could But now I'm blowing in the wind Let's put aside all this foolish pride I just miss my friend And I've got nothing left to hide Because I left you, I left you Your memory cast a long shadow You're two steps behind me wherever I go Same old human story told a thousand times Somehow it was different between you and I If anybody asks you please don't tell a lie You let them know that it was real And when the music stops I'm gonna be alright I'm gonna dance without you late into the night If anybody asks me, and I'm sure they will I'll let them know that it was real It was real, you were real Our love was really, really real Don't make it dirty because you are hurting It was real, you were real Our love was really, really real Don't rewrite history because you are in misery
4.
Let Go 04:23
Running as fast as we can A poor man’s prayer Secret turning inside Made us so aware That it’s a long way down Once you hit the ground Have you heard them say That we’re mad? Never assume Your love is like flashes of brilliance in a darkened room Lost in words Spoken but not heard All day all night the music plays If it stops we stop and it all fades away Can you trust a whisper If it won’t leave you alone? Let go Dancing wherever we stand All consumed Circular melody in perfect tune Just give in to the rhythm Desperate candles we light to show the way Places we’ve already been But are too afraid Forget what’s learned And let the fire burn All day all night the music plays If it stops we stop and it all fades away Can you trust a whisper If it won’t leave you alone? Let go
5.
Weary distrust of mankind She don't believe the sunrise Unless it stares her in the eyes Untouchable cool like stone Porcelain inside Isolation self-imposed She will rise again From the ashes we call home Broken down, bone by bone She will love again In a world that's grown so cold Her story yet to unfold Loving vicariously When no one can see Ones that you hold close Are the ones that hurt you most Living in the now and today She's gonna break away Break away She will rise again From the ashes we call home Broken down, bone by bone She will love again In a world that's grown so cold Her story yet to unfold She will rise again
6.
The Fall 02:32
7.
Sea Song 04:57
Did you know I think you're beautiful A song that brings me back to life 'Cause I do believe that we've dreamed the same dream Somewhere sometime, somewhere sometime Seeker of silence, lovers of late nights Prophet said that it would be alright We walked on the shore but you wanted more And we're diving deeper now, and we're diving deeper down Let the waves crash over me Singing songs to the sea Time to give up this fight No more need for words tonight Feels like I’ve been here so many times before I stood in these streets, I've walked through these doors I know I can change, I can mend my old ways All I need is time, all I need is time Did you know my skin is paper thin Just like this dream that I’ve been living in I wont compromise, I wont believe those lies And I’m spinning faster now, and I’m spinning faster down Let the waves crash over me Singing songs to the sea Time to give up this fight No more need for words tonight And you never abandoned me (No matter where I’ve gone you have lingered on and on) Showed me how to live again Let the waves crash over me Singing songs to the sea Time to give up this fight No more need for words tonight
8.
Spinning away from all I used to know Be my light in the dark It’s what I asked you Take my hand on this lonely road 'Cause I don’t want to be alone It's what I told you You never liked the bright city lights So in this darkest night I will make my way Stumble and fall, listening for your call Don’t walk so far ahead I’m afraid that this might be the end Did I dream you, 'cause I can’t see you I’ll tear this world apart looking for you, love I still know your taste but I cannot see your face I’ll tear this world apart looking for you, love Your shape is hazy Outlined in gold And you feel just like home Is what I told you Chasing a shadow And clutching it too Falling just short of you Whispered 'I love you' You never liked the bright city lights So in this darkest night I will make my way Stumble and fall, listening for your call Don’t walk so far ahead I’m afraid that this might be the end Did I dream you, 'cause I can’t see you I’ll tear this world apart looking for you, love I still know your taste but I cannot see your face I’ll tear this world apart looking for you, love Looking for the pieces Where are you?
9.
The colors of the world are changing Or maybe it's just me Brilliant shades swell and fade Just like a symphony Off in the distance Is the city of my dreams Gleaming there on the horizon So beautiful it seems I left the home I’d known In the middle of the night Ran away fast so I couldn’t look back To what I’d left behind Why does it seem That everybody’s got it figured out I give the world much more credit Than I’d ever give myself Push the river And it pushes you away Float on down To the city of dreams Maybe I’m spellbound By the stories I’ve been told Beauty and music and no one's cynical And if there was just one chance that a city did exist I would cast off all that I’ve got To follow my bliss Sometimes the bravest thing You can do is stay alive Oh I’m too young to feel so old Too young to be so tired Keep chasing after truth and how to say what I feel Only then do I feel closer to something that’s real Push the river And it pushes you away Float on down To the city of dreams The colors of the world are changing Or maybe it's just me All alone on a glittering road My eyes they do deceive My oasis or my hallucination I'll find out when I make it to the city of my dreams
10.
It was the last party I bought all the champagne And we toasted to me Bon voyage into the great mirage So many ways to live this life I've got to wonder sometimes If I'm doing it right? There comes a time when you've just got to go Got to make your way, find it on your own Feeling down and out, take a train down south And disappear into the Delta Because we're all just as lost As the next one of us On a bus going everywhere, nowhere And we laugh and we cry And we scream in the night Wondering if anybody is out there Raise your cup to the wanderlust When the sun comes up I'm gone Familiar streets that I cannot leave without sorrow Starting days and parting ways We're growing up and going away So these three cheers to the last party To the last party So then we said our last goodbyes And kissed and cried and kissed and cried And turned face forward into the night Here I go bare feet and fate I'll follow the wind wherever it takes me I swear on my soul that I won't let life break me This bleeding heart won't let love forsake me This I promise you So here I go, here I go, here I go I'll follow these rivers as deep as my soul And I look for the strangers on the way 'Cause we all say at the end of the day That we're all just as lost As the next one of us On a bus going everywhere, nowhere And we laugh and we cry And we scream in the night Wondering if anybody is out there Raise your cup to the wanderlust When the sun comes up I'm gone Familiar streets that I cannot leave without sorrow Starting days and parting ways We're growing up and gone away So these three cheers to the last party When the sun comes up I'm gone...
11.
Shake 02:45
The night was made for dancing That's what my mama said It's also for romancing That is no coincidence The moonlight's so enchanting I've nearly lost my head Won't you come over here And show me those steps again Showed her the way Three, four, five And now I remember Because the music lives inside She showed him the way To feel alive They're sharing glances And now they're dancing side by side so they can Shake, shake, shake, baby Shake, shake, shake, honey Shake, shake, shake, baby Shake, shake, shake Why even try to fight it That sultry midnight song It's going to pull you close And have you dancing all night long Color and sound surround you No need to think, just feel That music came and found you And it's the only thing that's real Showed her the way Three, four, five And now I remember Because the music lives inside He showed her the way To feel alive They're sharing glances And now they're dancing side by side so they can Shake, shake, shake, baby Shake, shake, shake, honey Shake, shake, shake, baby Shake, shake, shake Oh yea, the night is young She showed him the way Three, four, five And now I remember Because the music lives inside He showed her the way To feel alive They're sharing glances And now they're dancing side by side so they can Shake, shake, shake, baby Shake, shake, shake, honey Shake, shake, shake, baby Shake, shake, shake

about

"It’s her voice which draws you in, a soulful mix of Van Morrison’s country hospitality, Ella Fitzgerald’s jazzy range and Fiona Apple’s modern honesty. As best documented on her new CD, Spiritus, the curly-haired, bespectacled singer is a truly modern folkie, weaving tails through her stories, but connecting with listeners through her voice. The breezy “Sea Song” is a gentle, coffee-shop lament, while the more progressive folk-rock number “Keep Moving” wouldn’t sound out of place in Ani DiFranco’s more rocking repertoire. “Shake,” perhaps the most unique number Farrell has on display, showcases her acoustic guitar chops and, more impressively, skills as an arranger (nodding to the Tin Pan Alley somewhere along the way.) The ballad “She Will Rise” is also a slice of piano-pop which, along with Farrell’s voice, builds from a quiet whisper into something more pronounced. Yet, despite her divergent sounds, Farrell manages to tie Spiritus’ eclectic mix of sounds together by wearing her emotions, and more importantly, her soul on her sleeve."
- Mike Greenhaus, Relix Magazine

credits

released December 5, 2006

All songs written & arranged by Samantha Farrell
Tracks 4, 5, 8 written by Samantha Farrell & Pete Durning

Produced, Engineered & Mixed by Sejo Navajo
Mastering: Dave Collins of Dave Collins Audio
Recorded at 4th Street Recording, Santa Monica, CA
Artwork: Lucas Culshaw

Samantha Farrell - Vocals & Acoustic Guitar
Pete Durning - Acoustic Guitar, Bass & Backing Vocals
Wendy Crompton - Piano & Organ
Kyan Wnuck: Drums & Percussion
Ilya Levtov: Cello
Mike Tanner: Upright Bass
Matt Durning: Bass Guitar
Sejo Navajo: Acoustic Guitar

Special thanks to John & Acquanetta Farrell, my wonderful and supportive parents, for making this project happen.
Thanks to Kathleen Wirt, an all around amazing woman, for letting me set up shop at her beautiful studio.
Ms. Taylor, my fourth grade teacher, for encouraging me to write poetry, and Ed Mierzewski, my high school music teacher, who helped me discover my love of music.

© Samantha Farrell 2006, Kitengia Publishing (ASCAP)

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"Prodigious and undulating vocals that are delivered with rare, swinging passion."
- Relix Magazine

"A liquor-honey voice, deft guitar work and slightly melancholic tones that meld to form an aching and elegant aural tapestry."
- Huffington Post
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